I guess an introduction is in
order. Well I'm Jessica... Jess! Not Jessica... sounds so weird being called by
my first name, unless I'm being scolded by my mother. LOL! I might as well warn
you, I have this habit of digressing. Oh yeah, did I mention I'm a Gemini? That
might explain things.
Okay, where was I? Oh yes, So I'm
Jess lol. I'm 29.. ugh I know. I'm getting frighteningly close to that dreaded
number that shall not be named. I have an adorable Chihuahua puppy, Tiddlywink.
He's a shithead. I love him to pieces though. He's very unique, just like his
Momma. He has like 5% terrier in him so he's a fuzzy Chihuahua which makes him
absolutely adorable. He's the only one out of his litter and all the litters
before him that's like that, all the other pups are regular looking short
haired little rat looking things. Not my boy... Plus he was born without a
tail. Probably due to too much inbreeding. So he's this 2.5 fuzzy, round butted
ball of cuteness. He doesn't run, he bounds, like a rabbit.
I work much more than I should, but
right now it's the distraction I need. I do really love my job. I work front
desk at a hotel. I've been in the field pushing 10 years almost. However,
unlike others I've been at this current hotel for 3 years now. That's quite a feat
for me. Like I said, I'm a Gemini and I get bored easily. I tell you, it is the
management that makes or breaks a company. Good attitude trickles down. We're
owned by an awesome Canadian management company. If I weren't poor I'd totally
invest. I guess that's why I've stayed so long. Also, this is the first time in
my life where I actually feel appreciated. I'm by no means dumb. I've very good
at my job. But I'm also not educated, formally that is. Everything I know and
am capable of, I've taught myself. I couldn't afford college or loans so I
bought books. However, I've never been overly showy. I'm not all 'Look at me,
look at me'. So often in previous situations I get over shadowed. Anyways, now
I'm happy... professionally speaking at least.
Now here's where it gets sappy,
lovey-dovey then sad and depressing. I am one of the few who was lucky enough
to find 'the one'! Greatest man in the world, love of my life, ruined me for
life, over the moon in love with this man... The One! He is my everything. I can't
live without him. When I'm with him I know everything will be okay. He looks at
me and sees into my soul. That forever kinda thing. But now I'm very sad and
worried. He got sick 6 months ago and still isn't better. Just a common cold
but he has NO immune system so he just kept getting worse and worse. At the end
of June he went into the hospital. He's not in the icu in a coma on life
support. He's stable so that's good. So here I sit, waiting for my love to
return. Just keep hoping and believing. Everything happens for a reason.
Whatever is meant to be will be. I believe we are meant to be so that's what I
keep hoping for.
So this is me in a nut shell. The
good and the bad, the happy and the sad!
Tune in next time... Same bat time,
Same bat channel!
Goodnight, my pretties!
~ Femmy
